Someone Else In Me !!

Everyone in their life would have come across such situations when they feel that - Is it what they wanted to do always? Most of the time we feel it's not real me. We feel why can't I live my life my way , doing things what I feel. Life is a over speedy flowing river,  get to the side which you wish to otherwise you will flow away with the waves.

Some gets bored with their monotonous work, boring life, some are into something not because they wish to , but just to earn basic necessities of life. Not sure how many people are doing the same what they wished, but definitely not me.

Since childhood I aimed to become a pilot but I was drowned in engineering career. Later when I became software engineer and in TCS when HR asked me what is my fantasy job, my mouth told a 'Bartender'...what the heck - a bartender...Did I really said that, Yes I did. But it's just a fantasy.

But on a serious note, Personally speaking 2 things which always fascinates me anytime anywhere all around careerwise are 'Cooking' and 'Stand up comedy'.
I love to prepare food. I feel very good when some good output comes in my kitchen and when appreciated for my cooking. I love to eat and take pictures of my food be it my own prepared or restaurant's. I love to share with special ones. I love to instagram it and talk about it. There is not even single cooking based movie which I have not watched. I just live food.

Another one is this comedy. I love to watch is again and again just to laugh. Hey Russell , Kenny , Maz listen to me. I also know how to do comedy on race, colour, region and believe me you can't beat me in toilet humour. Kapil, Raju, Sunil...you inspired me too. What a comedian does is just refresh you hiding their own tears. But naahhhhh…chuck it…Main thing is just laugh and live your life.

Don’t know if I should tell these 2 fascinations as hobby or something else, but definitely It makes me happy and cherish those moments. Let’s see if I can go to next level for these 2 fascinations ever in future but surely I wish for it. There is Someone Else In Me. Might be someday I need to make disconnections to make a connection.

No Status To Be Stated !!

 

If you keenly look around you ,then you will understand that in this e-socialized world, our privacy is jeopardized due to our emotional weaknesses.

We can see people putting very good matter stuffed display pictures related to love, hate, anger, romance etc etc and thus saying the unsaid. And then comes main culprit – ‘The statuses’ . For an example, You say someone that you are not having affair and then you update status related to love revealing it to those 100 people whom you told nothing is there. To show 1 person you update status ,but unknowingly you share secrets to everyone else too.  Arey bhai ye public hain public sab jaati hain.

It becomes more worse when old generation totally unaware of social networking power jumps into the battle field. Two such real life examples I have seen within my relatives.  One just posted 'fuck' as his FB status, don’t know after thinking what. And other commenting on forward chains of posts which says that after commenting such and such, half naked girl will turn to fully naked. They might be totally unaware that doing such activities will be updated on their friends feeds too .Obviously men will be men. I agree that but this tharkiness is not to be displayed to your younger relatives.

So I got an idea. What If I don't state the statuses of my life status, then how anyone will come to know the status of my statuses. And it worked ... ab ghanta pata laga k dikhao. Sherlock bano Sherlock,  Doordarshan ka Jasoos Vijay nahi.

I remember my watsapp status being only 3 in my whole tenurity of usage.  1st  being 'Available ' , 2nd with new contact number after coming overseas but keeping same old India watsapp number profile' and 3rd being 'No status to be stated'. If I say hypothetically that I have girlfrnd then how many times I fought,  how many times I was sad due to personal or career issues but did anyone came to know?  Never. ..ahhhh fuck it...never. .I can bet !!

I believe why to shout it loud for everyone when most of people are there to laugh and enjoy on your situation rather than being with you in your needs. Friend in need is friend indeed but you can't expect everyone on e-social platform to be such a friend. Give it a thought. Rest is your choice, after all sequence of betrayal happens in your life not others.